So basically I have this friend and I THINK I have a crush on her. She's bi and super nice and just on of those people who when u talk to them they just make you feel really happy.
The thing is, we pretend we're married (don't ask) and so when she's flirting with me I can't tell if its genuine or not.
I'm worried that if I tell her I like her, it will ruin our friendship, and I reealy don't want that to happen. She's really important to me and I don't want to lose her as a friend.
Also even if she likes me, I don't know if I'm ready for a relationship or not. Like on the one hand, I don't feel ready, but on the other hand, I want to have a gf and just idk feelings are complicated.
ALSO neither of us are out to our parents.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO