i have to go to a party later today, and i’m really not looking forward to it for multiple reasons.
one, it’s a pool party. i hate pool parties because i hate wearing a swimsuit. mainly because of body image issues.
second, i just don’t like parties in general. there are too many people and i get overstimulated easily.
third, there’s gonna be a bunch of the popular girls who dislike me there. along with a former friend who i still have a lot of tension with.
all that to say the next few hours will be filled with dread :(